A Not-So-Quick Catch Up

Hello again. I’ve been gone awhile, I know. Well, not that long, in reality. It feels like a very long time in my blog world. I’ll start by saying that, as far as I know, everything is ok with our Little Monsters. I haven’t posted in a while because things have unbelievably hectic (as well … Continue reading →

Making Up For Lost Time

Twins.

Civil War In My Head

Let me start by apologizing for being a lazy blogger over the past week. My internet was in an out and slow where I was for Thanksgiving, and I’ve been so TIRED these last couple of days. Things are going so well. I’m in a weird place for my personality. I’m such a pessimist, usually. … Continue reading →

100 Thanks (& update)

Today, I post my 100th post. I am in such a different place than I was when I began this blog in January. January Me was hopeless, desperate, and had no directions to find the path to a baby. I was not yet seeing an RE, despite being 2.5 years and one miscarriage into TTC, … Continue reading →

Am I? I’m Not. Am I? I’m not.

You know the depression commercial where the rain cloud follows the cartoon woman around everywhere she goes? I feel like that today, except my cloud is labeled Two Week Wait. Today, I’ve been slightly nauseous and my boobs have hurt a little. I also felt a bit crampy, but it was so faint that I … Continue reading →

Tease

Last night, I had a complete meltdown. I’m talking body-racked-with-sobbs meltdown. Wailing crying. This was brought on mostly by two things. 1. Earlier in the day, I found a zit on my cheek. You know, meaning I am not pregnant b/c I usually break out before my period. I went ahead and told Hubby that … Continue reading →

Freaky Friday

So, I’ve been trying not to think about it a lot, but the next couple of months are going to be more difficult mentally for me than normal. We are approaching all of the painful anniversaries that now put a big black blotch on all of my silver, happy holiday feelings. Over the next two … Continue reading →

Over-Anlayzing

It’s already begun. The insane thoughts. The noticing, and then analyzing, every, single, teeny, tiny feeling in my body that’s “odd.” (also known as: probably always there, but I don’t pay attention to it b/c I’m not thinking I might be knocked up.) I’ve been peeing a lot. A lot, a lot. In addition to … Continue reading →

Trigger Happy

Well, apparently, Dr. C.’s office must have sensed my discontent on Thursday because they more than made up for it. (Well, not really. My results made up for it, but I’ll give them the credit and let them back in my good books. 🙂 ) There was still nothing much going on with my left … Continue reading →

S L O W . . . (And Lh is My Bitch!)

Slow. If Dr. C. says that word one more time to describe my follicle progress, I’m going to scream. Things are, indeed, moving very s l o w l y.  I went in for more monitoring on Thursday (CD9) and again today (CD13). I swear, they should add my name to the sign. You know, … Continue reading →