Trigger Happy

Well, apparently, Dr. C.’s office must have sensed my discontent on Thursday because they more than made up for it. (Well, not really. My results made up for it, but I’ll give them the credit and let them back in my good books. 🙂 ) There was still nothing much going on with my left … Continue reading →

S L O W . . . (And Lh is My Bitch!)

Slow. If Dr. C. says that word one more time to describe my follicle progress, I’m going to scream. Things are, indeed, moving very s l o w l y.  I went in for more monitoring on Thursday (CD9) and again today (CD13). I swear, they should add my name to the sign. You know, … Continue reading →

Just. Keep. Effing. Swimming.

So, here I am today – all Jam-Planned and Suck-It-Uped. No pms symptoms, other than a very upset stomach last night (which I chalked up to my very stomach-upsetting Metformin). Pop out of my 1st class for a super-fast pee, and there it is. An out-of-nowhere, thought-you’d-have-to-have-Provera, guess-what-you’re-not-this-month surprise. My first thoughts were happy because … Continue reading →

Jam Plan, Revisited

So, in honor of my been-moping-too-long-try-and-suck-it-up-and-keep-swimming efforts this week, I thought I would revisit my Jam Plan from the summer and update it on what I actually accomplished. If you have no earthly idea what I’m talking about, please see my previous Jam Plan post.  So, here goes: Not-So-Fertile Girl’s Jam Plan (Thanks, Monica!) 1. … Continue reading →

Apathy, Anger, & A Little Poetry

Lately, I feel so numb. I feel cut off from my infertility, like it is a distant, blurry, muffled dream. I have been so incredibly busy at work that I haven’t had a ton of time to think about it. I am working 12 hour days, then coming home to work some more after scarfing … Continue reading →

The Jam Plan

I’m a major Friends geek. For real. I attach very easily to tv, movies, and songs. I always want to quote them or reference them when talking about my life. What’s funny is that I never watched the show when it was initially on. I caught a few episodes now and then, but I wasn’t … Continue reading →

20 Questions (I Love Dr. C.)

(Warning: It’s a looooong one, but it’s chock full of useful info!) 🙂 I really meant to write this post on Thursday when it was all fresh in my mind. But alas, time it does disappear sometimes. Hubby and I have been living in some weird college-student-zombie type state. As we are both unemployed (officially) in the summer, we do … Continue reading →

Is There Life Out There?

So, here I am…not having a baby. Thanks so much for all of your kind words on my “Seeing Red” post. I’ve thought about blogging every day since I posted it, but when I sat down at the computer, I just didn’t feel like it. So, I’m sorry for not responding to each of your … Continue reading →

Two Zillion Week Wait (TZWW)

25,000 DPO. Ok, seriously. 9 DPO. Feels much closer to 25,000, though. Possible PMS/Pregnancy Symptoms: 1. BOOBS. Holy swollen, don’t come near me with a ten-foot pole sensitive, annoying boobs. I hurts when I take off my bra just b/c they’re loose and not stablilized. (They have a very…present…presence, so stabilization, as well as big, not-so-pretty … Continue reading →

Relief, Slow, Geek, Good

I am so behind on everyone’s posts. I can’t get my “Reader” to show up on our desktop computer in either Explorer or Firefox! Grr. I’m sure that I need some type of update, but need to do the research. While my in-laws were here, I was blogging on just my laptop b/c the desktop … Continue reading →